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五十六

　　“……我，也没什么特别喜欢特别不喜欢的。”

　　“你是个不习惯于表达好恶的人，我想我已经慢慢习惯了。”

　　“……你不必容忍我的。”

　　“我也不想这样，不过好像有一种力量，迫使我靠近你。”

　　我看着小凯，他似乎每一句话都像是漫不经心地讲出，却又感觉每一句话都犹如誓言。

　　“真的，说不出来有一种什么样的力量，每当我想放弃的时候，它都在我耳边说：加油，不要放弃，不要灰心，加油！加油！你会看到曙光的！”

　　“为什么世界上有你这样傻的人？”

　　小凯好像没有听到我的话，自顾自地唱了起来：

　　There's a lady who's sure

　　All that glitters is gold

　　And she's buying a stairway to heaven

　　When she gets there she knows

　　If the stores are all closed

　　With a word she can get what she came for

　　Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven

　　There's a sign on the wall

　　But she wants to be sure

　　'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.

　　In a tree by the brook

　　There's a songbird who sings

　　Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven

　　Ooh, it makes me wonder

　　Ooh, it makes me wonder

　　There's a feeling I get

　　When I look to the west

　　And my spirit is crying for leaving

　　In my thoughts I have seen

　　Rings of smoke through the trees

　　And the voices of those who stand looking

　　Ooh, it makes me wonder

　　Ooh, it really makes me wonder.

　　And it's whispered that soon

　　If we all call the tune

　　Then the piper will lead us to reason

　　And a new day will dawn

　　For those who stand long

　　And the forests will echo with laughter

　　If there's a bustle in your hedgerow

　　Don't be alarmed now

　　It's just a spring clean for the May queen

　　Yes, there are two paths you can go by

　　But in the long run

　　There's still time to change the road you're on

　　And it makes me wonder

　　Your head is humming and it won't go

　　In case you don't know

　　The piper's calling you to join him

　　Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow

　　And did you know

　　Your stairway lies on the whispering wind

　　And as we wind on down the road

　　Our shadows taller than our soul

　　There walks a lady we all know

　　Who shines white light and wants to show

　　How ev'rything still turns to gold

　　And if you listen very hard

　　The tune will come to you at last

　　When all are one and one is all

　　To be a rock and not to roll

　　And she's buying a stairway to heaven

　　我在歌声中停住了脚步，月光带着无尽的讽刺。我再一次神情恍惚，似乎小凯从来没有存在过，似乎城市从来不是这城市，似乎一切都是一场障眼法下的迷梦，我的心被撕裂了、被搅乱了，我的头剧烈地疼，小凯却丝毫没有发觉，他仍旧兴致勃勃地说着，自言自语，像中了魔一样：“造是我喜欢的乐队，是一支酷似涅槃乐队的日本乐队，主唱铃木重树兼吉他，贝司是板本，鼓是自卫队退伍战士来自横浜，叫涉谷。当兵时他们曾在日本新泻的雪山中行军，是对体能的极限的考验。退伍后，他把退伍金全买了皮夹克，好几件。然后跟哥哥学打鼓，成为鼓手。”

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